Ive noticed I'm falling into a deeper depression, were my body starts to ache for no apparent reason, and I have little to no ambition at all. Sometimes when I'm laying in bed I get lost in my memories, then I focus on now and when I realize Monique is gone, it feels like someone is holding me down and suffocating me with a pillow, I become paralyzed by my grief, I don't feel her presence in my life as much I would like, and sometimes I get angry at her, she had to know I couldn't get through life without her.
I always see commercials going through a checklist of depression symptoms and I always find myself sitting there thinking "yes, yes, yes....." but all the medicine there peddling is for chemical imbalances, I don't have a chemical imbalance. I have a broken heart, and I don't know if time will ever heal this one.
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