I still find myself saying I'm 22, so I have a feeling turning that 9 into a 10 will be another new challenge. I took my self out my comfort zone for new years and I had a good time, roaming a house full of strangers with a jug of rossi accompanied by some good people. Being called Monique still takes my breath away. I can't hate the people who do it, I mean we were identical twins, you will always see her face in mine. I could recap 2009 but that would do me no good, It has proved itself as one of the most tragic years of my life. and that's all I have to say for it.
when I look back at all that Ive lost and all I still have I see myself has a lucky person, still. I may have lost more at my age than some will never know. But I also have so much more, I know some of the best people I have friends that are are worth there weight in gold and then some, I have the most amazing Mother, a beautiful home and wonderful family. I wouldn't be the person I am today without them.
I hope to make some progress in 2010 and to try and find a way to be happy again, I know it's gonna be a struggle and some days will seem as if I can't do it. But Ive made it this far, so why give up?
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