Lonely lonely that is me

Ive been so unbelievably lonely this past week ....(month...months?)it's adding up, waking up to an empty house, spending the day alone, making dinner and eating it alone. Sitting in my room alone. I really try to except it, and even try enjoying it. But fact is, I'm not used to being alone, I never thought I'd have to be. Monique was supposed to be in my life forever, and lately I'm becoming very discontent with my loneliness