when will I find my sliver lining, when will I not want to end a day curled up in bed with the blankets over my head trying to pretend it was all just a lie? it's gonna be a year soon, I think it's time I stop trying to fool myself.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
self doubt
I still find myself waking up with my bad dreams getting the best of me. I just talk in circles, I'm gonna be 24 years old soon and I don't have much to show for my life, a high-school diploma, a series of shitty retail jobs, about 3 years of unemployment and one big broken heart. anxiety is constant, maybe if I could be more confident in myself I'd have more to show, but I keep coming up short, oversleeping and accomplishing almost nothing is basically how you can sum me up.
when will I find my sliver lining, when will I not want to end a day curled up in bed with the blankets over my head trying to pretend it was all just a lie? it's gonna be a year soon, I think it's time I stop trying to fool myself.
when will I find my sliver lining, when will I not want to end a day curled up in bed with the blankets over my head trying to pretend it was all just a lie? it's gonna be a year soon, I think it's time I stop trying to fool myself.
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