Thursday, March 25, 2010

sing me to sleep.

I wish I could say that my brother getting out of jail is a good thing, but I'd be lying if I did. All my mom ever wanted for her children was to be happy, she never pushed college or careers, and yet why are we still failing her. Some people grow up feeling like disappointments because they didn't achieve the goals that there parents set, those big shiny goals that were never pushed on me.My mom never set the standard high so why can't we achieve this happiness she wants?

I haven't given up completely yet, sometimes that surprises me. I really hope that eventually I can say " I'm happy, mom", and for it not to feel like a lie.

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