My cousins wife asked me that the other day, she wanted to know if it still hurts as bad, basically.
My reaction was to laugh, I guess I find humor in thinking I will ever feel better.
these passing months have brought on a whole new world of pain, when I think about her and look at pictures, I am always reminded of the good time's and the love, and then I am reminded she is gone, and it feels like someone is trying to rip my heart out of my chest, I feel my heart stop and fight to beat again.
Ive never experienced a pain like this, It still takes my breath away and makes me dizzy.
I don't know how I'm still alive sometimes.
we always thought we would go together, we just assumed that's how it worked, because we could never comprehend life without each other.
I'm waiting.
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