I really miss, what really did exsist.

I wrote a 3 page letter to Alicia. But instead of just being able to hand it to her, we hugged, and cried.

and for once, she promised to fight to be apart of my life.

The past few Months of my life have been a fucking roller coaster ride.

Alicia and I have a lot to work on. But if she is willing to try, then so am I.

I ended up leaving Nathan's party to talk to Alicia, we sat in her car and said everything that needed to be said, and it felt good. I arrived home to a package on my table with a 2 page letter, and very special photo Album of the three of us (Alicia,Monique and I) With quotes, she put a lot of effort, honesty and love in that entire package.


Por vida