"I miss you, I love you, I want to spend time with you, It will get easier, time heals everything..."
Bullshit, Ive heard it all. So many empty promises.
I have so much respect for the friends that decided that there actions will speak louder than words, that have spent hours with me sitting in my house, wether I was crying or laughing at something funny we were watching, who have let me talk about Monique and who have sat on my bed and hugged me while I cried.
To the one's who have filled my life with empty promises, well, I wish you wouldnt have, and I also have this to say about some others, I know you will never forget Monique, now that she is gone, But why make me feel that you can forget me, while I'm still here?
Wednesday I visited the cemetery, and the grass has almost completely grown over the outline of the rectangle they cut in the ground to place her casket 6ft under, and again, I experienced a new pain.
I miss my sister, I miss my twin, I miss my best friend.
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