I don't know why, but I'm hurting more tonight, I'm feeling it all more tonight, I want to make something of myself, but I'm afraid all I will ever be worth is a few good weeks, then I start to fall apart, have more vivid nightmares. I get so angry at Nathan, to think about how he just walked out of my life, making me feel like I'm not good enough. I get it, I'm broken, I'm jaded, all I can ever say is I'm trying.
I like to think of myself as a strong person, but sometimes I just need to cry, Because I'm hurting.
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