The end of this month is keeping me busy, and I don't mind. party prepping is stressful and fun. Last night I hung out with some friends, and we drank lots of pbr and I smoked lots of weed with someone I used to go to high school with. We watched a black dahlia murder dvd and just partied, it was fun, we laughed and talked and it was a much needed un planned event.
Today I called my aunt pat, Tomorrow will be 1 year since my grandmother (her mother) passed away, and Ive been wanting to just call and remind her that I love her, it's been a year and my aunt is still buried in her depression, she wont leave her house, she is lost. I fear I will end up like her. Alone, angry, bitter and depressed for the rest of my life.
(I'm going out to dinner with Nathan tonight, and I don't know if I have the courage to look him in the eye and tell him how much he has hurt me)
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