I'm over sleeping, over eating, and doing less then ever.
I hate leaving my house, I hate getting ready, I hate making plans.
as Long as I can see Alicia, Leigh and Nathan I'm just fine.
I keep trying to get myself to go sit at java with a book, but just the thought makes me want to crawl in bed, I used to go to java at least 3 nights a week and now I'm barley there once a month, if that.
I'm sorry I have no ambition, I'm sorry I'm so useless.
I just can't cope with the loss of Monique, It has taken me down, and I don't seem to have the strength to get back up.
I'm sorry Monique, I know you always thought I could take on the world, But you were my world, so what's left to take on?
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