and i felt the weight within reveal the bigger mess that you can't fix.

I enjoyed today, I really did.

I worked, I always dread working, But after its like I barley remember what I did, I'm just in another zone for 3 hours.

I spent the rest of my day with Leigh, doing what we do best, eating to much and watching funny sitcoms. I laughed.

But it sucks, because these days also hurt in a way, Because after all is said and done, I end up alone, typing away on this blog or laying in bed.

How do you get used to losing someone you spent all of your life with?