Morrissey

Today I was sitting on my computer, and decided I felt like updating my Myspace song, so my first choice was Morrissey, I picked a song I haven't really listened to in awhile and played it, and I felt a bit of joy, just listening to the song, and It felt good to know that Morrissey can still do that for me.


I realized today that I am completely content with not really leaving my house, sleeping 14 hours, doing chores, helping my mom with her laundry, I hate summer and My house has central air, why leave? I'm ok with MAYBE going out once or twice every few weeks to catch up with some friends. And I know Leigh and Alicia will just come over to my house and watch a movie or four hours of how I met your mother. I'm sure that this probably isn't healthy, But I don't care, I realize how much anxiety I get when I go out. I feel more comfortable in my house.

I am becoming more and more of a recluse each day, I was never like this.

But I'm not the same Amber anymore, I like staying in and keeping to myself.