She joined the Family today.
And all my mind can think about, is how much Monique would adore her.
Another first for my record books of new things in my life without Mo.
Ive never had a cat without her, It's insane how much I fear not taking care of her right, just because Monique is not here to re-assure me.
I hope I remember to change her litter, and feed her on a descent schedule.
I was reminded today how much I love pinky promises,
and also of my failed one....
I remember one day, laying in bed with mo, with the window open and the cool breeze blowing life into the room. and she looked at me and said "Amber do you think I will ever feel good again?" and I said "you will, Pinky promise" and we linked pinkys.
Maybe that good feeling wasn't meant for this earthly life.
but that's just not fucking fair, for me anyways....
Monique, I hope you feel good now, and you and dad are making some awesome pinky promises under streetlights.
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