Saturday, May 2, 2009

don't lie to me, please.

I caught my mom lying to me, I could write a huge story telling you the details. But Id rather not.


I hate being lied to, I hate being so lonely and depressed I have to plead for my mom to not leave me alone for the night.

I never used to worry about being alone, I had Monique. (but of coarse you knew I was gonna say that)

last night a good friend of mine put his arms around me and told me he just wants me to be happy and to live my life, and I know he was being genuine. Which is why It hurt so much, I don't like lying so I was honest to him.

I told him I'm just waiting, not really living......



I don't think I will ever get over the loss of Monique, I'm scared to Live.

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