at the bottom

For some reason I have been not been sleeping well at all, I used to to be able to sleep about 14 hours and I know that is unhealthy, but now I'm lucky if I can sleep 8. I can't find a middle ground, I toss and turn for hours. I have spent the last few nights just laying there and falling in and out of sleep, but I have yet to sleep soundly.

I ordered tickets to go see some of our(Mo and me) favorite bands play Brand New and Manchester Orchestra, I may not have Monique to go with me, But I'm lucky to have Alicia and Leigh.

This week has barley begun and I'm already feeling it end, Ive known that Alicia is gonna be moving soon, But I'm starting to feel it more. I'm not ready to see her leave yet. I'm still hurting from the loss of my sister, I still need her here. The longest Ive gone without spending time with her as of these past few years has been about 2 weeks. When I think about this time last year, I remember good time's and Alicia and Monique, we will always be AMA but, a lot has changed. Change is undeniable, But I'm finding it difficult to adjust to these changes. I really would give anything, for one more wild night, With Alicia driving, Mo in the front seat and me in the back, driving around, laughing, singing and talking about just about anything, Those were time's that were ours and ours alone.

those were time's that were taken from us to soon.



POR VIDA