fuck, fuck, fuck.

I can't remember the last time I was this angry.

I had a bad night, didn't handle my self well, before I could try to talk to my mom Leigh was already calling her, I cried over my frustrations, wishing she could understand me, but then the T.V got in the way, Ive been trying to sort out the shit over flowing my mind and heart, I saw my brother drop my moms phone so I thought I would take it to my moms room, and noticed she returned Leigh's call, and then Leigh sent her a loving text, The problems was ours, and if anybody should talk to my mom about it, it should be me her daughter. Instead of my mom reaching out to me, she reached out to Leigh.

Fuck, that really hurts, Leigh has a mom to talk too, a sister who loves her and a Dad in her life, I got a Mom, who would rather return my friends phone call, a dad and sister 6ft under ground and a brother who is still trying to understand my life.

SORRY if I'm feeling a bit bad for myself, I'm just a fucking hypocrite who takes my frustrations out on others.