Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Bad dreams and broken glasses,

My glasses broke, they always break in those ways, were you find your self sitting there thinking, what the fuck just happened? the arm just fell off, I thought maybe the screw fell out, that's fixable. But no, the metal stripped. I'm just fucked.

I was upset, and moody, especially since I haven't been sleeping well, so I put on a depressing cd and crashed for over 12 hours, and had a series of bad dreams. I know why I don't sleep well, It's not because I can't. It's because I don't want to. Id rather just deal with sleeping every few hours here and there than fall into a deep sleep and have to wake up from bad dreams, that are really just different versions of my reality.

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