Monday, August 3, 2009

Throw me that lifeline......

I've decided to seek some help, and tomorrow at 1pm I will be siting in front of a councilor for the first time in 3 years, except for the very first time ever, this choice is mine, Ive been to a few councilor's in my life, but it was always something I had to do. I always resented them and found there guidance to be no help at all. I didn't understand or comprehend how a stranger could identify with my problems. They have never lived my life. How could they possibly help me?

I still am not completely sure they can, But Ive never been this lost before, Ive never felt this empty. and I find myself grasping at whatever I can, to help pull me out of this stormy sea Ive been drowning in for the past 5 months.

I don't want to sink to the bottom of the ocean just yet.

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